Honda NSR150SP Riders

[jonse]

wat yur buget?

[craz_03]

Originally posted by jonse@Aug 2 2005, 11:06 PM

wat yur buget?

have to see pic b4 deciding de...

[jonse]

background is white n red flame

[Junyi]

jonse u got msn? chat there faster..

[jonse]

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[J]

Originally posted by blackheart@Aug 2 2005, 10:39 AM

No shld say she becomes out SP da jie da.

 

Hmmm, J is lao da, Doremo is da jie da...

Wow !!! Then next time can ask Doremo bring 1 groud of SP lady rider go rounding liao. When free oso can come join our outing. Haha...

[Junyi]

ya lor DoreMU da jie... let this outing thingy be a unisex outing bah..

[jonse]

good nite all... going to slp

need to go sch early tomorrow

[craz_03]

juz to show with u guys wat i typed to her in the 2nd email.. maybe i m lame... but i juz wanna let u guys feel wat i feel if u pple understand..

 

time: 1.55am... 3rd aug...

after revising my multimedia computer notes for the 4th time...

i tot of u again... u muz be in ur dreamland...

another 14 more hrs to my first common test..

i tot of the promises, the trips we were going to make... to bangkok, to bali.. or even bintan..

although it may come true again... we can still go... but maybe as a diff status..

or maybe with him next time..

i m really not being sarcastic to you..

really..

i nv ever really had the intention of raising my voice, shout at u, or even curse u...

but i tot of alot alot of things we went thru..

n tot of juz the f00d trips supper u had with him , or rather them..

i know that our love was n0t up to the test... maybe u want to mix with more pple b4 u choose the right guy...

dun be guilty bahz...

i m still here, i wun disappear..

unless u are really irritated by my smses, my calls...

i juz tot of u and msged u today..... not a scheduled task... but an automatic movement frm my hands to u... jz like now.. the email i m typing...

doesnt mean that normally i dun miss u when i dun msg..

i do... but i rather see u face t0 face.. that y i let my legs do the action.. my hands to buy ur fav pancake for u.. n ur yakult.. when i see u smile...

ur smiling face takes all fatigue away frm me.. even though i can slp straight away at ur hse.....

i juz feel so relaxed after seeing u so close t0 me.. ur hugs..

ur everything.. wateva u call me, even "pig", i still replied u happily.. coz that's love frm me to u...

sumtimes when i m deep in thought, i would had missed abit of wat u say over the conversations we had.. n when i realised, u were already fuming mad... i guessed that was one reason u became pekchek with me...

2ndly, the workload i had, my hmwrk, insufficient slp was another one that distance the drift...

i know that recently, i kept sleeping early due to stress.. n u felt that i didnt care for u bahz.

3rdly, i dun blame u for working there, n making new friends, or even knowing suffian.. u work for the money, to widen ur social circle...

maybe he's good.. i didnt know.. u have to judge for urself..

some pple have one face, some 2, some 4 faced...

i can say that i m one faced... meaning i dun change my attitude nor character juz for that grp , n when i m with another, i change to another...

i believe u should know me that well.. not that i m saying bad abt him, but maybe wait till u know him well enuff bahz..

these two days, i m so scared, in my life... at a loss... feeling s0 alone... and walked countless times under my blk, west coast park, n travelled on my bike..

a loner as used to be.. i know, i will still be there for u...

unlike my previous relationships.... nv cared for them that much b4... nv d0 things to really touch them.. guess i nv touched u enuff frm the things i done..

i know u asked i alot, i can say i improved alot too...

for these 3 days, frm my high fever n stomach flu on sun until now...

i only had 3 meals.. the chicken chop, the nasi ayam goreng, n a bowl of dumplings today ... all is dinner..

its not becoz of u that i have no appetite.. maybe it is..

i dunnoi juz dun feel like stuffing anything into my mouth...

dun feel like opening my mouth to tok..

maybe becoz i m scared that once i did, hidden tears would be flowing down..

......

i still rmb u will drop tears too wheneva i did.. when u juz saddened me alot..but all these tears are worthwhile.. it shows that u loved me once too..

 

now its 2.04am le... 10 mins frm what i started... i still got alot alot to say..

but i juz do not know how to present myself well....

 

maybe a presentation?? nahz... i dun like it too... abit too fake for me to do a happy presentation normally... i dun tok much, but i do tok lame to friends... to u... i showered my concern n care towards u... though sumtimes i did act a bit lame... juz to make u happy, or juz to see u flare up awhile...

maybe its lame... u will ask " y would u do that?"

i did these juz to spice up our life..

a couple without bickering n quarrels wun be normal..

but as long as one step down and let the other one hold the trophy.. the rain n dark clouds would be gone shortly...

i can see u did care alot for me too... maybe cared till u too stressed......

that's the point where i see where i stand in ur heart...

jealousy comes in yesterday, when i know that ur 2nd darling is actually him... i duno wat t0 react to...

to juz shut my stupid mouth n walk off?? or juz act as if everything is alright..

i chose the 2nd route... know y? coz i juz missed u so much that jealousy is gone..

juz wanted to see ur face so much..

wanted to go marche, for the crepes, the pasta, the stingray, the drinks we had, , or even pizza..

now that i tot of it...

another 8 more days to our fifth month together le...

11/8/05.... few days b4, i had been thinking of where to bring u to, ktv? a cosy dinner? or juz slacking at either one's home for the day n cook a warmly meal for you again...

i know u are now less stressed at projects le..

can do more things, have ur free time... coz maybe u wun want to be bundled up by me...

u have ur way, u can have it any way u wanted .....

i look at the time again, its 2.16am...

y aint i slpy... i tot to myself..

y... isit u??

juz a day? n i can miss u that much??

nononono... no juz becoz u juz left me n i cant slp that well... juz that my eyes had dropped a tear..

i dunno wat i m typin now... coz i juz cant get to see u...

i wandered ard t0 search for..

ur images juz float up when i try to slp...

on my bike... the pillon seat will always be cold , till u sit on it again....

even if i can smile n chat to u normally, i cant do that here..

coz that's juz wasnt me...

pple say that feelings arent true thru this kinda of electronic stuffs or sms....

but that's the way i present myself truthfully to u...

h0pe u wun leave me out........

coz i m in the dark hole... stiffness of my feet is starting up... numbz...

guessed the air con is too cold for me... now.. this moment, i tot of u, if u had covered with a blanket..

n to continue, wondered if u had put the bruise cream on ur right hand n cut lotion on ur left leg..

once again,

i wasnt being attentive to u, only knew that when i saw u ytd, hurts me so much that u r hurt often in so many ways.. i dunno to smile, or to sayang u..

but ytd, was the awkward situation i had again...

if i was to write down in the forum discussion few weeks ago.. could have got better results den a best in class..

images of u slping flashed across again...

guess this muz be the signal for me to stop disturbing ur slp le....

take care xinyunz...

hope u wun forget me...

i really hope that..

coz i love u too much...

the dearest i ever had..

[MS]

Originally posted by craz_03@Aug 3 2005, 02:46 AM

juz to show with u guys wat i typed to her in the 2nd email.. maybe i m lame... but i juz wanna let u guys feel wat i feel if u pple understand..

 

time: 1.55am... 3rd aug...

after revising my multimedia computer notes for the 4th time...

i tot of u again... u muz be in ur dreamland...

another 14 more hrs to my first common test..

i tot of the promises, the trips we were going to make... to bangkok, to bali.. or even bintan..

although it may come true again... we can still go... but maybe as a diff status..

or maybe with him next time..

i m really not being sarcastic to you..

really..

i nv ever really had the intention of raising my voice, shout at u, or even curse u...

but i tot of alot alot of things we went thru..

n tot of juz the f00d trips supper u had with him , or rather them..

i know that our love was n0t up to the test... maybe u want to mix with more pple b4 u choose the right guy...

dun be guilty bahz...

i m still here, i wun disappear..

unless u are really irritated by my smses, my calls...

i juz tot of u and msged u today..... not a scheduled task... but an automatic movement frm my hands to u... jz like now.. the email i m typing...

doesnt mean that normally i dun miss u when i dun msg..

i do... but i rather see u face t0 face.. that y i let my legs do the action.. my hands to buy ur fav pancake for u.. n ur yakult.. when i see u smile...

ur smiling face takes all fatigue away frm me.. even though i can slp straight away at ur hse.....

i juz feel so relaxed after seeing u so close t0 me.. ur hugs..

ur everything.. wateva u call me, even "pig", i still replied u happily.. coz that's love frm me to u...

sumtimes when i m deep in thought, i would had missed abit of wat u say over the conversations we had.. n when i realised, u were already fuming mad... i guessed that was one reason u became pekchek with me...

2ndly, the workload i had, my hmwrk, insufficient slp was another one that distance the drift...

i know that recently, i kept sleeping early due to stress.. n u felt that i didnt care for u bahz.

3rdly, i dun blame u for working there, n making new friends, or even knowing suffian.. u work for the money, to widen ur social circle...

maybe he's good.. i didnt know.. u have to judge for urself..

some pple have one face, some 2, some 4 faced...

i can say that i m one faced... meaning i dun change my attitude nor character juz for that grp , n when i m with another, i change to another...

i believe u should know me that well.. not that i m saying bad abt him, but maybe wait till u know him well enuff bahz..

these two days, i m so scared, in my life... at a loss... feeling s0 alone... and walked countless times under my blk, west coast park, n travelled on my bike..

a loner as used to be.. i know, i will still be there for u...

unlike my previous relationships.... nv cared for them that much b4... nv d0 things to really touch them.. guess i nv touched u enuff frm the things i done..

i know u asked i alot, i can say i improved alot too...

for these 3 days, frm my high fever n stomach flu on sun until now...

i only had 3 meals.. the chicken chop, the nasi ayam goreng, n a bowl of dumplings today ... all is dinner..

its not becoz of u that i have no appetite.. maybe it is..

i dunnoi juz dun feel like stuffing anything into my mouth...

dun feel like opening my mouth to tok..

maybe becoz i m scared that once i did, hidden tears would be flowing down..

......

i still rmb u will drop tears too wheneva i did.. when u juz saddened me alot..but all these tears are worthwhile.. it shows that u loved me once too..

 

now its 2.04am le... 10 mins frm what i started... i still got alot alot to say..

but i juz do not know how to present myself well....

 

maybe a presentation?? nahz... i dun like it too... abit too fake for me to do a happy presentation normally... i dun tok much, but i do tok lame to friends... to u... i showered my concern n care towards u... though sumtimes i did act a bit lame... juz to make u happy, or juz to see u flare up awhile...

maybe its lame... u will ask " y would u do that?"

i did these juz to spice up our life..

a couple without bickering n quarrels wun be normal..

but as long as one step down and let the other one hold the trophy.. the rain n dark clouds would be gone shortly...

i can see u did care alot for me too... maybe cared till u too stressed......

that's the point where i see where i stand in ur heart...

jealousy comes in yesterday, when i know that ur 2nd darling is actually him... i duno wat t0 react to...

to juz shut my stupid mouth n walk off?? or juz act as if everything is alright..

i chose the 2nd route... know y? coz i juz missed u so much that jealousy is gone..

juz wanted to see ur face so much..

wanted to go marche, for the crepes, the pasta, the stingray, the drinks we had, , or even pizza..

now that i tot of it...

another 8 more days to our fifth month together le...

11/8/05.... few days b4, i had been thinking of where to bring u to, ktv? a cosy dinner? or juz slacking at either one's home for the day n cook a warmly meal for you again...

i know u are now less stressed at projects le..

can do more things, have ur free time... coz maybe u wun want to be bundled up by me...

u have ur way, u can have it any way u wanted .....

i look at the time again, its 2.16am...

y aint i slpy... i tot to myself..

y... isit u??

juz a day? n i can miss u that much??

nononono... no juz becoz u juz left me n i cant slp that well... juz that my eyes had dropped a tear..

i dunno wat i m typin now... coz i juz cant get to see u...

i wandered ard t0 search for..

ur images juz float up when i try to slp...

on my bike... the pillon seat will always be cold , till u sit on it again....

even if i can smile n chat to u normally, i cant do that here..

coz that's juz wasnt me...

pple say that feelings arent true thru this kinda of electronic stuffs or sms....

but that's the way i present myself truthfully to u...

h0pe u wun leave me out........

coz i m in the dark hole... stiffness of my feet is starting up... numbz...

guessed the air con is too cold for me... now.. this moment, i tot of u, if u had covered with a blanket..

n to continue, wondered if u had put the bruise cream on ur right hand n cut lotion on ur left leg..

once again,

i wasnt being attentive to u, only knew that when i saw u ytd, hurts me so much that u r hurt often in so many ways.. i dunno to smile, or to sayang u..

but ytd, was the awkward situation i had again...

if i was to write down in the forum discussion few weeks ago.. could have got better results den a best in class..

images of u slping flashed across again...

guess this muz be the signal for me to stop disturbing ur slp le....

take care xinyunz...

hope u wun forget me...

i really hope that..

coz i love u too much...

the dearest i ever had..

time to let go.

 

why is it that I always come to the junction where guys get cheated always. The girl can 2 time or get screwed by several different guys at different times yet with them as bf at the same time. See beh jialat...

[Chubb]

Originally posted by craz_03@Aug 3 2005, 02:46 AM

juz to show with u guys wat i typed to her in the 2nd email.. maybe i m lame... but i juz wanna let u guys feel wat i feel if u pple understand..

 

time: 1.55am... 3rd aug...

after revising my multimedia computer notes for the 4th time...

i tot of u again... u muz be in ur dreamland...

another 14 more hrs to my first common test..

i tot of the promises, the trips we were going to make... to bangkok, to bali.. or even bintan..

although it may come true again... we can still go... but maybe as a diff status..

or maybe with him next time..

i m really not being sarcastic to you..

really..

i nv ever really had the intention of raising my voice, shout at u, or even curse u...

but i tot of alot alot of things we went thru..

n tot of juz the f00d trips supper u had with him , or rather them..

i know that our love was n0t up to the test... maybe u want to mix with more pple b4 u choose the right guy...

dun be guilty bahz...

i m still here, i wun disappear..

unless u are really irritated by my smses, my calls...

i juz tot of u and msged u today..... not a scheduled task... but an automatic movement frm my hands to u... jz like now.. the email i m typing...

doesnt mean that normally i dun miss u when i dun msg..

i do... but i rather see u face t0 face.. that y i let my legs do the action.. my hands to buy ur fav pancake for u.. n ur yakult.. when i see u smile...

ur smiling face takes all fatigue away frm me.. even though i can slp straight away at ur hse.....

i juz feel so relaxed after seeing u so close t0 me.. ur hugs..

ur everything.. wateva u call me, even "pig", i still replied u happily.. coz that's love frm me to u...

sumtimes when i m deep in thought, i would had missed abit of wat u say over the conversations we had.. n when i realised, u were already fuming mad... i guessed that was one reason u became pekchek with me...

2ndly, the workload i had, my hmwrk, insufficient slp was another one that distance the drift...

i know that recently, i kept sleeping early due to stress.. n u felt that i didnt care for u bahz.

3rdly, i dun blame u for working there, n making new friends, or even knowing suffian.. u work for the money, to widen ur social circle...

maybe he's good.. i didnt know.. u have to judge for urself..

some pple have one face, some 2, some 4 faced...

i can say that i m one faced... meaning i dun change my attitude nor character juz for that grp , n when i m with another, i change to another...

i believe u should know me that well.. not that i m saying bad abt him, but maybe wait till u know him well enuff bahz..

these two days, i m so scared, in my life... at a loss... feeling s0 alone... and walked countless times under my blk, west coast park, n travelled on my bike..

a loner as used to be.. i know, i will still be there for u...

unlike my previous relationships.... nv cared for them that much b4... nv d0 things to really touch them.. guess i nv touched u enuff frm the things i done..

i know u asked i alot, i can say i improved alot too...

for these 3 days, frm my high fever n stomach flu on sun until now...

i only had 3 meals.. the chicken chop, the nasi ayam goreng, n a bowl of dumplings today ... all is dinner..

its not becoz of u that i have no appetite.. maybe it is..

i dunnoi juz dun feel like stuffing anything into my mouth...

dun feel like opening my mouth to tok..

maybe becoz i m scared that once i did, hidden tears would be flowing down..

......

i still rmb u will drop tears too wheneva i did.. when u juz saddened me alot..but all these tears are worthwhile.. it shows that u loved me once too..

 

now its 2.04am le... 10 mins frm what i started... i still got alot alot to say..

but i juz do not know how to present myself well....

 

maybe a presentation?? nahz... i dun like it too... abit too fake for me to do a happy presentation normally... i dun tok much, but i do tok lame to friends... to u... i showered my concern n care towards u... though sumtimes i did act a bit lame... juz to make u happy, or juz to see u flare up awhile...

maybe its lame... u will ask " y would u do that?"

i did these juz to spice up our life..

a couple without bickering n quarrels wun be normal..

but as long as one step down and let the other one hold the trophy.. the rain n dark clouds would be gone shortly...

i can see u did care alot for me too... maybe cared till u too stressed......

that's the point where i see where i stand in ur heart...

jealousy comes in yesterday, when i know that ur 2nd darling is actually him... i duno wat t0 react to...

to juz shut my stupid mouth n walk off?? or juz act as if everything is alright..

i chose the 2nd route... know y? coz i juz missed u so much that jealousy is gone..

juz wanted to see ur face so much..

wanted to go marche, for the crepes, the pasta, the stingray, the drinks we had, , or even pizza..

now that i tot of it...

another 8 more days to our fifth month together le...

11/8/05.... few days b4, i had been thinking of where to bring u to, ktv? a cosy dinner? or juz slacking at either one's home for the day n cook a warmly meal for you again...

i know u are now less stressed at projects le..

can do more things, have ur free time... coz maybe u wun want to be bundled up by me...

u have ur way, u can have it any way u wanted .....

i look at the time again, its 2.16am...

y aint i slpy... i tot to myself..

y... isit u??

juz a day? n i can miss u that much??

nononono... no juz becoz u juz left me n i cant slp that well... juz that my eyes had dropped a tear..

i dunno wat i m typin now... coz i juz cant get to see u...

i wandered ard t0 search for..

ur images juz float up when i try to slp...

on my bike... the pillon seat will always be cold , till u sit on it again....

even if i can smile n chat to u normally, i cant do that here..

coz that's juz wasnt me...

pple say that feelings arent true thru this kinda of electronic stuffs or sms....

but that's the way i present myself truthfully to u...

h0pe u wun leave me out........

coz i m in the dark hole... stiffness of my feet is starting up... numbz...

guessed the air con is too cold for me... now.. this moment, i tot of u, if u had covered with a blanket..

n to continue, wondered if u had put the bruise cream on ur right hand n cut lotion on ur left leg..

once again,

i wasnt being attentive to u, only knew that when i saw u ytd, hurts me so much that u r hurt often in so many ways.. i dunno to smile, or to sayang u..

but ytd, was the awkward situation i had again...

if i was to write down in the forum discussion few weeks ago.. could have got better results den a best in class..

images of u slping flashed across again...

guess this muz be the signal for me to stop disturbing ur slp le....

take care xinyunz...

hope u wun forget me...

i really hope that..

coz i love u too much...

the dearest i ever had..

sad to see dis.. when its time to let go .. its time..

 

hope u can recover from it soon.. and get well soon from yr sickness..

[Chubb]

Originally posted by weejie85@Aug 2 2005, 07:48 PM

if push to servicing, wad services is to be made ?

how to noe whether somebody steal e oil.. cos at my fren workshop i saw he pluck out a oil cable to "steal" fuel..

another way is to not top up till full b4 u send for service lo.. left mayb 3/4 or more abit for them to service or next top up...

[mightymike]

i guess craz_03 should not b riding for the time being.....

unstable mindset now....

[jiahao]

hi guy need help...may i know where can i got cheap touch up of my paint work???

[craz_03]

Originally posted by jiahao@Aug 3 2005, 09:11 AM

hi guy need help...may i know where can i got cheap touch up of my paint work???

Event: BreAkfast wIf cRazy crAz_03.. free refIll of coffee and tea

Venue: WEST COAST MAC~! $2 for a sausage muffin n coffee/tea

Date and Time: 03.08.05 0930hrs-1130hrs (latecomers wait long long to drink for free again.. whahhahaa)

 

Confirmed:

1. cRazy craz_03

2.

3.

4.

5.

6.

 

 

 

Pending or people with nothing to do but add names to outings and not show up

1.

2.

[craz_03]

Originally posted by jiahao@Aug 3 2005, 09:11 AM

hi guy need help...may i know where can i got cheap touch up of my paint work???

paiseh.. morning blur..

u can try diy, but spray n lacquer to touch up a bit also..

[Chubb]

zhao an zhao an...

 

v e sianz.. stil need to wait 2 weeks for my lao po to come back..

[Ah_KiAt]

good morning pal..wad happen to yr bike?

[CivicR]

Two weeks only,very fast.

[jingle]

:cry:

 

So sad! Like reading a sad love story.

 

Feel so gloomy.

[Ah_KiAt]

now i realise why sp thread run so fast...the replies are so fast compare to other thread~~~

[Chubb]

accident last last wed night.. juz got it back.. and sent for repair..

 

civic : ok la.. but i need it for transport back to camp.. if not gotta walk a long way on my injured leg..

[Virgin_Boy]

Originally posted by jiahao@Aug 3 2005, 09:11 AM

hi guy need help...may i know where can i got cheap touch up of my paint work???

Go get touch up paint.......

 

Shell at tampines 100+ there sells this. Its in the car acessory shop.

[qingxiong]

Originally posted by craz_03@Aug 3 2005, 02:46 AM

juz to show with u guys wat i typed to her in the 2nd email.. maybe i m lame... but i juz wanna let u guys feel wat i feel if u pple understand..

 

time: 1.55am... 3rd aug...

after revising my multimedia computer notes for the 4th time...

i tot of u again... u muz be in ur dreamland...

another 14 more hrs to my first common test..

i tot of the promises, the trips we were going to make... to bangkok, to bali.. or even bintan..

although it may come true again... we can still go... but maybe as a diff status..

or maybe with him next time..

i m really not being sarcastic to you..

really..

i nv ever really had the intention of raising my voice, shout at u, or even curse u...

but i tot of alot alot of things we went thru..

n tot of juz the f00d trips supper u had with him , or rather them..

i know that our love was n0t up to the test... maybe u want to mix with more pple b4 u choose the right guy...

dun be guilty bahz...

i m still here, i wun disappear..

unless u are really irritated by my smses, my calls...

i juz tot of u and msged u today..... not a scheduled task... but an automatic movement frm my hands to u... jz like now.. the email i m typing...

doesnt mean that normally i dun miss u when i dun msg..

i do... but i rather see u face t0 face.. that y i let my legs do the action.. my hands to buy ur fav pancake for u.. n ur yakult.. when i see u smile...

ur smiling face takes all fatigue away frm me.. even though i can slp straight away at ur hse.....

i juz feel so relaxed after seeing u so close t0 me.. ur hugs..

ur everything.. wateva u call me, even "pig", i still replied u happily.. coz that's love frm me to u...

sumtimes when i m deep in thought, i would had missed abit of wat u say over the conversations we had.. n when i realised, u were already fuming mad... i guessed that was one reason u became pekchek with me...

2ndly, the workload i had, my hmwrk, insufficient slp was another one that distance the drift...

i know that recently, i kept sleeping early due to stress.. n u felt that i didnt care for u bahz.

3rdly, i dun blame u for working there, n making new friends, or even knowing suffian.. u work for the money, to widen ur social circle...

maybe he's good.. i didnt know.. u have to judge for urself..

some pple have one face, some 2, some 4 faced...

i can say that i m one faced... meaning i dun change my attitude nor character juz for that grp , n when i m with another, i change to another...

i believe u should know me that well.. not that i m saying bad abt him, but maybe wait till u know him well enuff bahz..

these two days, i m so scared, in my life... at a loss... feeling s0 alone... and walked countless times under my blk, west coast park, n travelled on my bike..

a loner as used to be.. i know, i will still be there for u...

unlike my previous relationships.... nv cared for them that much b4... nv d0 things to really touch them.. guess i nv touched u enuff frm the things i done..

i know u asked i alot, i can say i improved alot too...

for these 3 days, frm my high fever n stomach flu on sun until now...

i only had 3 meals.. the chicken chop, the nasi ayam goreng, n a bowl of dumplings today ... all is dinner..

its not becoz of u that i have no appetite.. maybe it is..

i dunnoi juz dun feel like stuffing anything into my mouth...

dun feel like opening my mouth to tok..

maybe becoz i m scared that once i did, hidden tears would be flowing down..

......

i still rmb u will drop tears too wheneva i did.. when u juz saddened me alot..but all these tears are worthwhile.. it shows that u loved me once too..

 

now its 2.04am le... 10 mins frm what i started... i still got alot alot to say..

but i juz do not know how to present myself well....

 

maybe a presentation?? nahz... i dun like it too... abit too fake for me to do a happy presentation normally... i dun tok much, but i do tok lame to friends... to u... i showered my concern n care towards u... though sumtimes i did act a bit lame... juz to make u happy, or juz to see u flare up awhile...

maybe its lame... u will ask " y would u do that?"

i did these juz to spice up our life..

a couple without bickering n quarrels wun be normal..

but as long as one step down and let the other one hold the trophy.. the rain n dark clouds would be gone shortly...

i can see u did care alot for me too... maybe cared till u too stressed......

that's the point where i see where i stand in ur heart...

jealousy comes in yesterday, when i know that ur 2nd darling is actually him... i duno wat t0 react to...

to juz shut my stupid mouth n walk off?? or juz act as if everything is alright..

i chose the 2nd route... know y? coz i juz missed u so much that jealousy is gone..

juz wanted to see ur face so much..

wanted to go marche, for the crepes, the pasta, the stingray, the drinks we had, , or even pizza..

now that i tot of it...

another 8 more days to our fifth month together le...

11/8/05.... few days b4, i had been thinking of where to bring u to, ktv? a cosy dinner? or juz slacking at either one's home for the day n cook a warmly meal for you again...

i know u are now less stressed at projects le..

can do more things, have ur free time... coz maybe u wun want to be bundled up by me...

u have ur way, u can have it any way u wanted .....

i look at the time again, its 2.16am...

y aint i slpy... i tot to myself..

y... isit u??

juz a day? n i can miss u that much??

nononono... no juz becoz u juz left me n i cant slp that well... juz that my eyes had dropped a tear..

i dunno wat i m typin now... coz i juz cant get to see u...

i wandered ard t0 search for..

ur images juz float up when i try to slp...

on my bike... the pillon seat will always be cold , till u sit on it again....

even if i can smile n chat to u normally, i cant do that here..

coz that's juz wasnt me...

pple say that feelings arent true thru this kinda of electronic stuffs or sms....

but that's the way i present myself truthfully to u...

h0pe u wun leave me out........

coz i m in the dark hole... stiffness of my feet is starting up... numbz...

guessed the air con is too cold for me... now.. this moment, i tot of u, if u had covered with a blanket..

n to continue, wondered if u had put the bruise cream on ur right hand n cut lotion on ur left leg..

once again,

i wasnt being attentive to u, only knew that when i saw u ytd, hurts me so much that u r hurt often in so many ways.. i dunno to smile, or to sayang u..

but ytd, was the awkward situation i had again...

if i was to write down in the forum discussion few weeks ago.. could have got better results den a best in class..

images of u slping flashed across again...

guess this muz be the signal for me to stop disturbing ur slp le....

take care xinyunz...

hope u wun forget me...

i really hope that..

coz i love u too much...

the dearest i ever had..

so touch.... try to clam down 1st ba.. dun think too much... let it to the fate..

[DaXiGuA]

sp or krr faster ah